Nick Carter and Aaron Carter throughout Howie Dorough’s Birthday Party at LAX in Hollywood, California on August 16, 2006. Mark Sullivan/WireImage)
Nick Carter is still regreting the loss of his more youthful bro Aaron one year after his passing away.
The Backstreet Boys vocalist, 43, states he’s still having a difficult time concerning terms with the loss of his brother or sister, that suddenly died on Nov. 5, 2022, at the age of 34.
“It’s still unbelievable to me,” Carter informed E! News. “I’m still processing the whole situation and trying to make sense of it –because it hasn’t.” He included, “But I’m hoping that one day I can make sense of it all.”
Aaron, that fought with material and psychological health and wellness problems, was located dead in the bath tub of his home in California. Earlier this year, the previous kid celebrity’s autopsy results were launched by the Los Angeles County Medical Examiner-Coroner, that ruled his fatality as unintentional and exposed that he sank in his bath tub after taking a harmful mix of difluoroethane and alprazolam.
Nick informed E! News that in spite of their distinctions throughout the years, he and his late bro constantly made an initiative to fix their connection.
“No matter what he and I had gone through in our lives, we always were able to make amends, always were able to get back to that place, and now I can’t anymore and it hurts,” he claimed.
To aid deal with the loss, Nick has actually been discovering convenience in the assistance of his other half, Lauren Kitt Carter, and their 3 young youngsters.
“My children are my everything,” Carter claimed. “If I lost everything, if I wasn’t a Backstreet Boy anymore, if I didn’t have the opportunity to still perform for people and entertain them — as long as I still had my kids and still had my family, I’d be OK. All this stuff on the outside doesn’t matter to me.”
At the moment of his bro’s fatality, Nick posted an emotional and ravaging memorial to him, composing, “My heart is broken. Even though my brother and I have had a complicated relationship, my love for him has never ever faded. I have always held on to the hope that he would somehow, someday want to walk a healthy path and eventually find the help that he so desperately needed…God, Please take care of my baby brother.”
In January, Nick likewise released a tribute song to his late bro. The psychological ballad “Hurts to Love You” was gone along with by a video clip including video of the brother or sisters as youngsters, together with a message from Nick on Instagram.
“Feel like we’ve been through some wars together/ Nobody else could understand/ Way too many nightmares to remember,” Carter sings over an extra, heartbeat-like beat. “Always hoped your tomorrows/ Would be better than the days before/ I hoped you’d find your road to follow/ To a place you were happy in this world,” he includes prior to the heartbreaking carolers, “Cuz it hurts to love you, but I love you still/ Miss you with all my heart you know I always will.”
